After morning matinee and after dinner of sausages and mash and baked beans
you met Helen by the post office at the end of Rockingham Street
she had on the red flowered dress you liked and held Battered Betty her doll by an arm
her hair was held in plaits by elastic bands
and her thick lens spectacles were smeary where she'd touched them but not cleaned them
where are we going? she asked how about London Bridge train station? you said we can watch the trains come and go and watch the porters rush about with luggage and things
she gazed at you through her thick lens shall I tell my mum where we're going?
sure if you think she'll worry you said
be best if she knows Helen said don't want her to worry where I've gone
ok you said and so you both walked back to her mother's house and she told her mother and her mother came out and looked at you and said ok so long as you're with Benedict
and so you walked back along Rockingham Street and got a bus to London Bridge railway station
and sat on the seats downstairs by the conductor
and this guy with glasses and a thin moustache gazed at Helen from the seat opposite his eyes moving over her his gaze focusing on her knees where her dress ended he licked his lips his hands on his thighs
Helen looked away pretending she didn't see him looking you stared at the man watching his eyes dark and deep they say it's rude to stare you said
the man looked at you kids should be seen not heard he replied
and you're seeing a lot you said he muttered something and got off at the next stop giving you a hard stare
Helen said nothing but seemed relieved after a while you got off the bus at the railway station and went inside
there were crowds of people and the smell of steam and bodies washed and unwashed
and the sound of trains getting ready to leave and voices and shouts of porters and rushing and going and coming of people
and you sat with Helen on a seat on the platform she with Battered Betty
and you with your six-shooter in your inside pocket ready to get any bad cowboys who came your way
and Helen said why was that man staring at me on the bus?
just a creep wanting a peep you said
peep at what? she asked I'm not beautiful
yes you are you said anyway it wasn't your beauty he was looking at you said
what then? she asked
oh something he oughtn't you said
and a loud blast of steam echoed around the station and a voice called and a whistle blew
and you all sat watching Helen and Battered Betty and six-shooter carrying cowboy you.