i've felt the presence of both the holy, and the extremely unholy. i've experienced sorrow of the greatest kind; the kind that hinders the heart and relentlessly leaves you in a river of your own tears. i've experienced pain, grief, remorse and brutality. i've experienced love of the grandest quality; the kind of love that leaves you with a belief in magic. i've experienced the ecstasy that coincides with feeling another person's touch on your skin. i've experienced the holy grail of your being and the complete blasphemy of mine. i've experienced what only i have been able to interpret as greater than this universe. i've experienced so much in a short while, but that does not discount from it's power. i've experienced you and me, all in our most naked form. i've experienced a life that was intended and created for a very specific reason; a reason that i am connecting to more and more each day. i've experienced hatred and scorn, but i've also experienced love and praise. i've experienced more than sometimes i feel i should, but one day the answers will unveil themselves to me. i've experienced all that i have and all that i know, and while i know that there's a long way to go, i have experienced what i believe was meant for me. and i'm certainly more than fine with that.