sunny days that make your eyes/heart ache damp, sticky nights lying in your bed finally this is happening my stomach, tight as a clenched fist cold sweats and shallow breathing watching you and I'm mesmerized crawling to you, so weak and helpless blissful ignorance so easy to take my clothes off with your eyes coaxing me the dim lights, comfort in the loud, thumping beat your hands - urgent, gentle tugging, squeezing, stroking the raw, delicious feeling in my groin, needing you such a powerful attraction, I could cry I'm crying why/how do you do this to me STOP I just want to run away from you and never look back just let me be. I can never be without you