Teach me how to love
Show me who to suffer for
Since I AM unable to prevent
Anyone from making
Conscious or unconscious
Choices of hurting me.
I AM so tired of being
Afraid of being hurt again
I see icicles forming in veins
Where blue flowing blood
Used to rush along to ease
Pains of dying cells
Unseen only felt
My emotions need an education
In right from wrong
I'm not only listening to
But singing sad songs
About situations blaming love
Gone horribly wrong
In it far longer than a furlong
Knowing that I can be very
Headstrong, knowing both
What I need and what I want
Love, Peace, and joy while Experiencing what my life
With the real love, I have been
So desperately searching for
In and ALL around it...