When given the chance to write ****

I thought

I pondered

I ******* reflected 

What is my purpose?

To be the alter who protects the lustful urges from reaching to the top?

Oh yes!

That's it!

My only purpose is to hold back some healthy thoughts

After all; all teens want to ****

Right?

When I was 16 I had already ****** 4 guys at once

And this boy

This boy

Is scared

Scared of ever having those feelings again

It's kind of sad

*** is great; the spotlight is on the one receiving pleasure

But he

He had other interests

Like this silly book

I'm no author but

He can do better things with his time

Like go talk to that cute girl with the E-girl haircut

Oh wait- she has a boyfriend

Or work out

Put on a bikini and show off your gorgeous body

Oh wait- dysphoria is a *****

But in all honesty

You,

my dear,

are the catch of a lifetime