Pretty gates over our head, the first time my eyes made you hard, had no hands for an umbrella because one carried plastic-bagged groceries the other held down my dress, an aura dark as ***** hair, pain so comfortable in your waist I felt like I fell off a train too, I saw you squirm and get all glassy, all I could think about was how sad it is that most people stop reading after middle school else we may have known if a hospital was necessary, else I may have known the way to get there without getting a bump on my forehead, white picket fence in the sky bruising my high when I first realized I loved you so much I needed to fix you always.