tonight i'm a seahorse i am curled in an egg with a jaguar i'm snow that doesn't fall i am an insect swallowed by a frog i'm in my own spine i am an apple ripening i dream like a tumor in my breast i dream what light dreams i dream i'm all the teeth in the world tonight i am one grain of sand i'm a pearl dissolved in the emperor's wine i am a silkworm i'm a hyena mating with a lioness i am water poisoned by corpses my dreams are crystal, quartz, a dagger my dreams are shark's teeth, lost in silt my dreams are hope, despair, distraction my dreams are sisters my dreams are blood my dreams are vinegar i am the poison hidden in the queen's ring i'm a landmine sleeping on the beach i am the lamb without knowledge of sacrifice i'm the first taste of a spice tonight i am venus singing through the dark tonight i am the sea kissing myself tonight i am the beginning of a dream that is forgotten tonight i am the night and its fear tonight i am every shard of glass tonight i am wisdom dying before love tonight i'm someone you remember tonight i'm a nautilus tonight i'm dreaming in my lungs