Isn't it crazy how things just change in a flash? Kinda like when you wake up in a hospital, finding out you were hit by a drunk driver in a car crash. You begin to break down, little by litte.
You start to question things, feeling like you don't know who you are, going through random flings, wondering how the **** did everything get so bizarre.
But then life picks up and you begin to look up, finding yourself and loving yourself over the negatives. excited that everything is going right side up, like you're life is suddenly a prerogative.
That is what makes healing so appealing. Feeling yourself grow stronger. Standing up tall, no longer kneeling. That is what makes you live longer.