Go ahead and play me This game is a ****** ending I'm out here pretending I not doing well Haven't been in a while Me begging and pleading for help ain't my style I've got music I've got smokes and beer for this crying session Here comes a confession I'm not okay I struggle everyday This is a ****** game i play I always put others forst I try to make **** work My family is in a middle of a hate love relationship Wanna hold on but I'm losing grip Eyes dripping Body shaking Thoughts shrinking Alcohol successful Drowning and now impulse is unstoppable Welcome back Nel, You need to stop leaving It's not like resecpt is something you're receiving You know what to do go into the bathroom to start bleeding