You were all that I was not needing. You stuck the knife in my side that will not stop bleeding. I chased you like a high, fiending. Lies that translated to me believing. Looks are misleading, decieving. Kindness that always leads to mistreating. Words are said without any meaning. I doubt myself. I doubt what I'm feeling. I close my eyes pretend I'm not seeing. When I walk through the door just know that I'm leaving. Numb, no more feeling.