Do you remember the time,
You used to be my only reason why?
I got out of bed and felt alive,
And why I didn’t just go ahead and die?
I can’t find reason anymore in this world,
Except I’d really miss you all if I were to go.
I’m not even sure if you’d really miss me at all,
Or if that’s just something that  you say.

We’re better off as friends,
Cause I’m not a good lover.
I’m an addict I am  a joke,
Who will never be good enough.
My heart keeps searching for a someone,
To fill this void calm this raging storm within.
Within me there’s a black hole,
That leaves me blank and empty.

She calls me a survivor,
But I don’t feel quite alive.