If i grow up I'm a not let go of these bills Get a new vibe and enjoy cheap thrills Don't want to be criticized Raise a drink to the night sky Shine with some stars tonight Hoping to do good and be alright I swear the voices hold me back But **** that I'm a do better Write depression a darker letter Maybe attempt to be less antisocial Hang with stranger and give it my all and make sure I'm not local Is it strange to open up to a stranger I mean I'm not in danger I love hearing life stories Its like watching a movie in your head I'm ready to enjoy new journies and would live to get out of debt