This ocean no longer holds me.. These waters no longer keep me afloat. I tremble at the reality I've avoided Delusion never was the solution, yet I seemed to resort to it frequently These waters, I knew, would someday swallow me whole And I trembled in the fear of the unknown, the mystery of what lies beneath and within The darkness The depth I did not wish to drown But I yearned terribly to be hugged by the warmth... The surface only ever enveloped me with its bitter feel of coldness Why are you not warm? Why must I drown to feel the comfort within you? Why must I suffocate? I yearn I long I tremble Suffocating Drowning And there is no way to escape the entanglement that is you There is no way to break through the bewitchment that you have inflicted This ocean is no home to me These waters were never meant to keep me afloat yet I did not hesitate to dive into you... to get lost in you, with you, and for you I did not hesitate And you reciprocated by the same amount of bravery You hesitated not at sending me the wrath of your hallow You hesitated not to leave me stranded on your most frightening nights Isolating meβ¦