I used to write joyful poems, pointing out simple wonders, such as how raindrops glisten on a mushroom’s ruby top. But now the mushroom is only a dullish gray to me; Everything is wrong. My feet are cold and numb; they have nowhere to walk. My fingers are limp and uninspired; they have nothing to type. Outside my door are the sounds of people losing hope and patience; they keep me inside. As does the white fog of uncertainty I can’t seem to look past.