“No” was the last thing I needed to clear the I love you nonsense  

From my head but the thought of him never left for I had something new to

Worry about I had something new that I craved so much for answers too. Why am I

Not good enough? I try to cry the pain away only to realize I have been drained of  

Tears. I never knew someone could be so attracted to you but not love you, I never  

Knew till now. wishing my thoughts were reality for there was nothing I wanted  

More than to be –” loved"