Everyday , every moment i tell myself
"I don't need you"
This feeling of uneasiness is drowning me
I am not liking the person i have
become.
I don't want you to leave me ever
But i am always wishing
to forget you forever.
I just want to stand on top of the mountain
promise myself not to look down.
New dreams in my eyes
seeking the truth of my life
above in the sky.
Till my last breath
i want to feel alive.
Please oh please!
Just let me die.