Mar 2020
I was hurting, I loved him once and now I can't love
I used to think this would be my forever home and now I'm scared of losing it
I used to live without thinking of the future but now I'm obsessed with planning the future I don’t even know if I will have . I worry , I feel like my heart is in a box
And chained away in a dark place where feelings can't be reached, I feel
Like I can't love anyone anymore until they show me they deserved to be loved I gave it my all
The first time and I can never go back to the way it used to be, an unhealed pain my heart chose to hold on to –the unhealed pain of loving .
I used to think this would be my forever home and now I'm scared of losing it
I used to live without thinking of the future but now I'm obsessed with planning the future I don’t even know if I will have . I worry , I feel like my heart is in a box
And chained away in a dark place where feelings can't be reached, I feel
Like I can't love anyone anymore until they show me they deserved to be loved I gave it my all
The first time and I can never go back to the way it used to be, an unhealed pain my heart chose to hold on to –the unhealed pain of loving .
loving someone is probably the easiest thing you can do,but letting go of them may seem impossible and once you do you feel a half of you is gone,you may hurt and feel like you will never heal but you will.....eventually
