I can't keep on doing this I have to make things right Between us...Just you and I.
I hit my rock bottom When I looked into your eyes for the final time I saw it The hurt slipping from your eyes Down your cheeks.
I just turned my back Took off running To a sanctuary that could save me
We're only in 8th Grade I was gone from a world Taken to another one, Darker, vaster.. I threw the **** weights off my back I came to the world of reality. A world of happiness and love.
So I can't walk the halls on Monday With you walking silently beside me Both of us, together I suppose a, "Hello" don't mean much
I won't ditch you because of a heart break That's not who I am You and I weren't supposed to be together My world was spiraling out of control About to explode when I heard you yell my name
And I will not keep doing this I've picked myself up Stopped the self-hate Now I'm climbing up Everest When I reach the top
I guess I'll call out your name Like you yelled mine as I ran away See if you call back Because I have to make things right Between you and I
I love you like crazy, Only want the best for you. Happiness, love, security. I'm sorry for being so isolated from you. Can we start all the way over? Get to know each other without the awkwardness of a crush?
I'm starting my life over. Not letting depression live MY life. So I need to fix things between someone who's really close to me. I'm so grateful to have them in my life, I wish I could've stopped to think: What I may have done to her. What I just put her through.