Early morning- Stared too long at myself...in the dark, Drank a glass of what could have been, Watched Fife adventures while painting silhouettes. Later morning- Started doing mescaline serious. Evening- Read a book subconsciously, Buried the book outback near the shed, Watched Inherent Vice 7 times in a row, the book was Inherent Vice. Early night- Drank lots of water, with lemon, drank tea for the cool down. Late night- Cough drop for the cough, Wrote this, And This, and especially this.