i wasn't hiding from anyone because of loneliness swine inside my heart
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were the sounds i heard howling from afar
i didn't want to leave u cause i know the emptiness
i will feel inside
the advice in an out by the shadow of the witchers
leaves of the dead not blossom flower muted from the outside world
hitched  on the surface of the tree bark
Manifesting some sort of advice on the blue water lake that is flowing shallowly
All these memories in my head crafted by u
All the agony throbbing pain
Till I didn't know what happiness was a legit feeling that exists in between two blurry lines
This left me feeling empty
This pain, heartache has just held me deep down inside as it prevailed against the rocking veneer of my 18th birthday