I never thought these words would ever leave my lips but I long for the day when I can finally spill the entirety of my heart and my soul onto the floor in front of me until it soaks through my shoes, stains the floorboards, and leaks into the cracks of someone elseβs ceiling I want these confessions to forever be engrained in this home and this hell, and in the people who chose to bleach over my ruins instead of taking care of a mess they helped create a long time ago