I'm afraid to allow company All anyones done was hurt me Got a lot of thinks on my mind I can barely think Shredding the shore about to sink Wishing a had a little drink But I'm stay clean Avoid things so i say what i don't mean Caught up on depression No need for a counseling session I think I've learned a lesson Who needs help when trust is a issue Look at the things I'm gping through Wish i had someone to save me Got no where else better to be Nobody to go see I don't want to live life full of impulsive guilt Just want the real deal Things on my mind and resentment is all I feel Hold me Nah don't touch me Hug me Nvm i don't want you to see me Whats wrong What do I do from here