depression, a sickness, a lonesome disease yet no outer sores for others to see deceptive smiles a half-hearted, "Fine" when someone is hurting where is the sign? they lay in their shells, shrinking away when they've lost faith in the good and each passing day a lavender lip smear a watercolor face struggling to continue the rushing new pace where do they turn when depression is growing? and those who are closest have no way of knowing