Shall I keep the friendship we shared? Shall I continue to honor it by remembering what we did? Shall I remember the first time you spoke to me and all the fun things we did thereafter? For some reason, you just stood a little further from me Bit by bit, and now, you're too far away. When I reach out my hand You can't grab it. If this was a sinking ship, I can't save you. You can't save me either. Shall I forget what used to be you and what used to be me? Right now, you've found a newer land, a greener grass, but you wouldn't let me step on it, you just bid me goodbye slowly but you're being so cold. You wouldn't tell me directly if you're simply pushing me away; you're like a block of ice I'd slide down a hill and let it break into many pieces. Stop being so cold, at least, but if that's what you want to be: icy, distant and unfamiliar, I wondered where the old you had disappeared.
I bid goodbye to her forever.
A new day will come and I will shed my old skin and all my memories formed with it.
This is about forgetting the old, letting go, because you're born anew again. (my 15th birthday is tomorrow soo...)