It is now 12 am I used to be asleep by 9..maybe 10. Lately my thoughts have clouded my mind My emotions have puzzled my body I began to sleep throughout the day Write poems and suffer through tears throughout the night I don't feel like myself.. Maybe it's just a temporary suspicion I reminisce and realize that.. I have been searching for her.. she is lost I look both sides and beg you to please help me. I lost me.