As I sit down to learn the rules of the road and when to turn and yield, you send me on a crash course. My face goes from normal to flushed in less than a second and you sit as if nothing had ever happened between us, as if you hadn't hit the breaks every time our moment began. You treat me like a turn you cannot make and I wait to catch you staring like you always have. Truthfully, I won't let you come back in. You have gotten too good at sneaking up on me from my blind spot and I will not let you **** me again.