Ever have that feeling when your mind is numb, and you just can't speak? Ever have that feeling that your breath has gone with the wind and all you can do it scream for air? Ever have that feeling of people watching you, yet your not being watched at all? Ever have that feeling like you just want to forget everything and anything.
You lay there screaming, pulling out your hair, and crying for help. No one can hear you, no one really cares, and you know it. You think, why won't they listen and why can't you just die. You pull out your razor, and you run for the pills.