I've always noticed that the closer people are The more distant they become I tell myself I'm changing for me But then I look in the mirror disgusted I'm not really changing It's ******* no one sees me Noted Life's supposed to mean something But I feel nothing Nobody truly hates me more then I hate myself I would love some help But nope don't help me Noted I'm scared and I just keep fighting for no right reason How I feel How I deal Tears way to real Not made of steel About to kneel Noted I was supposed to be safe But people like me are never safe Feels like it's to late