I've always been distant while being in the center of a spotlight
A ******* ghost
What hurts the most?
Well let me explain how i feel
I don't know whats happening woth my chest
Hurts and its to real
I'm a be ight though
Ready to go ghost mode
Petty thoughts is all I'm shooting time to reload
I'm so ******* depressed
Overfilled with distress
Got a deep ache in my chest
I want to do anything to take the edge off
Just ******* lost
Even in my family tree im a ghost
Should i be a real one?
Call quits and be done?
Or should a quickly disappear?
Be gone by the year?
If i do
I promise I'm smarter but vulnerable
Am I gullible
Don't ever assume how I feel
Dont **** with my nerves
Not afraid of getting hurt
Y'all can't keep a straight face and pretend
About to drink again
I'm a ghost and there isn't any way to be revived
Hmmmm should I stay alive?