If I can rewind
I'd change the worse time
Change the people I hurt
Avoid them cause they don't talk to me anymore
Might as well never meet them
I'm sick of the way I feel
Don't have much I'm only a human being
Always struggling
I've said and done things i didnt mean
Now these voices in my head want me to scream
All the people that don't trust me now
Don't know what it's like to suffocate silently with burdens on your shoulders
Holding **** back to avoid getting colder
Bet you can't handle the **** I've gone through
Bet you can't avoid being a addict
I got ****** in to a bad habit
It's comforting but a burden
Drowning in whiskey and bourbon
Has anyone taken all sorts of abuse
Drowning yourself because you feel so used
Then caught yourself becoming psychotic
Bet none of you can say you're changing
I'm not yet there
But I'm slowly getting there
I am done i don't ******* care
If I can rewind
Back in time
I'd try my hardest to avoid the people that no longer give a **** about me