It's just so difficult When old scars remain When love is supposed to be cherished Instead bloodied foreheads and redeye is all I get
It's just so difficult While pain lingers While hate takes over life And the broken bones and open wounds is all I have
Help me I'm in Hell Help me I'm in Hell Only death awaits Whether you come to save me or not It feels that you will just be content to see me drown I was a mistake.
I'm playing second fiddle to you. No such thing as champion for good I'll gladly embrace the devil in me If only to forget your promise.
As my heart shrivels up, And my soul distraught, I assimilate just enough of guilt, And annihilate any chance of the naive me coming back. January 2017.