now I no one beside me I no more us no more we you asked if my ******' up was a pattern. no. Yes. of course WE didn't have what it takes you have a pattern everyone one that I met that knows you tried to warn me i was wrong not to have believed them i would again believe you if I did not now know the brutal nature of your fear yet still i am ashamed of myself for not listening to my own voice when telling me all of your ***** secrets