Hurled, entwined, the eyes go black,
Steel sarcophagus, demons stare back,
A glimpse so foul, of the abyss,
My life, it ends, possibility is missed,
The blood, gooey warm, and slick,
Lubrication of foulest finery and sick,
Glass shattering in mindless trance,
Thrown in the air to land on our back,
Twisted, cruelly formed, we look in oblivion,
Nothing sacred, it fits my life's ruin,
"Take me now Azrael, for I fear you not,"
Death will allow me to find peace and rot,
Worried, fearful, the gore too much,
Too little for my hands to touch,
Scalp displayed, upon landing safe,
I cry out, calming and wait,
The blood drips down upon my hand,
The pale skin turns sanguine, I find it hard to stand,
Entombed in metal, a twisted turn of fate,
She leaps to thought, I caress her cheek,
"Safe, be still, I'm here" I repeat.
I relocate my shoulder, a sickening pop
stomach turning pain, the faint I stop.
I wrench the door, and run around,
I rip hers open and rip casing to the ground,
Too shocked to cry, I gaze upon the wound,
I assess it as severe, although life is imbued,
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CALL FOR HELP
I scream like the Devil.
My wrath for nothing but fear of loss
Drives my fury for her safety lost,
I hold a bandage to her head, and wait the eternal wait,
Speaking comforting lies, hoping they were true, and damning my own fate,
I hold her close and kiss her cheek,
I wipe the blood from my lips and realize I am weak.
"God, I'd give my life for her to heal"
Maybe it's a nightmare, this cannot be real.
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In safety's arms, I still cry out,
I'M FINE, SEE TO HER, in doubt,
I leave my bed to wander the halls,
Searching for my name be called,
To be exhaled through the lips of a love,
To find my heart flutter, the wings of a dove,
The sight of her stabbed my eyes,
"Something so precious...", myself I despised.
I fought my way to her, and was almost placed in arrest,
I returned calm, I'm no help in duress,
I stand by her side and kiss her hand,
As my heart died, she smiled, I could stand.
for those of you who don’t know, i was in a really bad car accident a while ago with a now ex-girlfriend. we were both hurt, but her much more than me. i couldn’t believe what i was seeing or that it even happened and had no idea what to do. it still kind of haunts me and this is the only way i know how to cope. we are both ok and very lucky. though we aren’t together anymore, i wish her the best and i hope she is doing alright. Although i don’t have any feelings towards “us”, (and i started writing this about a week after the accident and was just now able to finish it because every time i tried to write it i started getting anxiety attacks) i thank God everyday that we walked out of the car. finishing this poem almost made me cry, and i, from the bottom of my ****** up heart, don’t want to offend anyone with this piece. thank you for reading.