Yours is the haze my friend & all that is within it confined. Yours is a lush pink haze leaden with rotting hope, with amethysts and emeralds of fear and caution encrusted. Damp to the feel and on your face Nurturing your peace and surrender as they grow and colonize like fungi parasitic and spore forming... contagious they gnaw at your spirit with false contentment, my friend. Yours is the haze and all it harbors of lush stupidity and gullible naive comfort. yours is a web of intrigue, woven by your senses and calcified by your precious mind. but blame not your mind, it was merely following orders obeying authority, your Ego's authority for your ego is your shepherd and you my friend you are the one sheep in his flock. A sheep, lowly, & sickly but this sickness is subclinical and it comes with an insidious onset. And you my friend, you are doomed to relapse again and again. Be assured, it is a sickness and it spews from your gentle mouth with a painstaking stink.
Not long ago your ego was just like you. not a shepherd, you were both young smooth skinned and pampered, breathing in knowledge and breathing out gaiety. Cubs, equal in status and in innocence; your paws were smaller then and your claws were blunt and the sweetest taste was of your mother's milk. Now power seems much more tempting safety and stability are all the more precious and your ego gorges on all... It grows and swells with the blood and guts of its prey. Thus trapped you shall remain my friend so long as your ego's web comforts your spirit and change startles it, makes it run, flee it scatters and cowers behind cardboard walls drapes, silk curtains and the smoke of a burning life. Stay there my friend, for as long as you find comfort but when it bores you or numbs you, don't delay and don't hesitate Ask for my help, For I am your true Self.