I struggle my whole life of being Faithful to God.
I spent most of my adult life of following Gods word.
Chasing women I wanted to have that kind of love.
Where it is Soul- kind of love  that lots of people have.
The kind of love that you feel you can not live without.
But then I met a woman that made me feel that way.
But then I realize that this kind of love goes against God.
For it should always be him that comes first for Us.
Now I am struggling to make an life honoring Jesus.
For he should always be my first love everywhere I go.