of her 98 years the dowager recalls, her life all of it-still; with such vivid detail recounting and recalling past loves-and of a life thoroughly enjoyed-to it's fullest-having no apology as she endured her life; with no passing after-thought- if you want, she continues on I could tell you so much more; if you'd like- as you politely decline- then she, with a passing of her withered hand rebukes your acquiesce, as she turns her head away from view; whether in contempt -or pure disdain, as you sit bedside ignored-she then closes her eyes taking leave-excusing your presence straight away