How long do I have to bottle it in? I've got to wait till I'm by myself again. To many people around. I cry in silence not even a sound. I've hated myself for a long time. Losing everything I don't even know whats mine. I've watched women jump to fast, Breaks my heart because where was the feelings? To be honest, no one really has my back. Poison and toxic **** is all I'm receiving. I wish I didn't cry alone so much I hate looking at my own reflection To all of you who can change their feelings so quick.... i wish I had that perfection They say time a magic thing But who really gives a **** about one human being?