A little girl holds her marbles in the bottom of her shirt The boys play for keeps, and they cheat She grasps the cool glass to her warm chest through the fabric As if her integrity is fragile, Like she was ashamed that she wanted to cheat when her marbles were taken away The teacher asks why she holds herself like this Tells her that the boys can see her stomach As if something will be stolen before her body is full grown Her belly button has never seen so much sunlight- or so many eyes The glass breaks on the pavement as she covers herself And if dignity were a porcelain doll, sheβd be broken, too.
I call my mother after dance class so she can tell me not to waste my time on frivolous motion I tell her I am reinventing a body That boys stole parts before they were full grown That if I learn to bend in new ways, I wonβt break when they play for keeps and the eyes are on the outside The broken marbles at recess make new people.