Never was on hold oh well Time to be bold I have no voicemail I talk to myself Arguing with myself What do you mean? Ignored through a answering machine Miss company I'll give advice But don't know how to listen to myself So I cry softly Voices in my head talking I swear I'm driving myself bad Just so sad Heres to jack and coke again Writing in my journal hoping a miracle will happen Breathe buried in alcohol I wish it was fall Autum is my favorite Pumpkin seeds Mango smooties Perfect crips golden leaves I'm crying alone daydreaming Some ******* almost drove me into the wrong lane Wanted to let it happen because of the pain How can I work? Not one of ******* see my worth No patients with me i guess Maybe thats why everyone up and left voicemail full, goodbye I was never on hold, Life after life wasn't right. Hung up grab a noose and hang these feelings cold, I'm a isolate tonight