Life is a little maddening without you. Every little thing getting on my nerves. Just the thought of you used to calm me down make me smile, but now the thought of you makes me cry makes me scream makes me shout makes me fight. I was not ready to say goodbye. I wanted you forever, but you left me anyway, it was a forced farewell. Do you enjoy making me suffer with your harsh words but then you come to me for an embrace If you're going to leave me at least never come back, don't expect me to speak first when I'm the one hurting the most.