Not again Tempted to open Great more pain Every day feels the same Like i said before Tear communicate Feels like my eye lids are going to deteriorate I'm nothing new Not special to anyone including you Dear mama, I'm sorry I shut you and my father out I'm in a darker place and I'm just buried in doubt Wish I was a better man I'm a classified cheat Don't nobody trust me They say don't trust anyone who can't satnd you at your worse before they see your best About to give up and forever rest I've owned up I've lost love I've been going crazy Just not myself lately