Let me explain to you what being led on is like. It's honestly the new normal because no one knows how to treat one another right Just do you, someone will eventually follow you through **** a relation No motivation Insecurities have a invitation Depressed in a whole new situation Writers block with no creation I'm a be at my own wake I won't retaliate Nor be late Even in my own funeral my respects were paid Everyone calls me Nel **** with me I'm put you in hell I've got plenty of bleach Bout to burry you deep You'll go to sleep Don't mess with me I'm honestly a respectable human being I just refuse to be criticized But yet here it all comes with no surprise I take meds to be sane If i avoid them the darkness consumes me and I'd drive everyone insane I'm a bring my shovel Make my shot a double What do you mean? Blood every where I've got to clean Break a law Crack a jaw I've got a new saw You'll be the one to crawl Respects will atleast be paid No lie because I'm the only one grimming at your wake