You ever realize your true colors with a heart break? Realizing how crazy you can be. Smoking a pack after pack, before you know it you went through a 12 pack. Mix a drink, isolating. Little bit buzzed, thoughts drowning and eye ***** draining. A nap because it was all draining. Round two, lost myself to.
I have to clean up, lifes short gotta live it up. I need some new cups. Solo, don't know. Ready to hit the road, sober up first. But I'm caught up because its about to burst. For better or worse.