Cheers to being lonely A **** because its my "only" What's it like failing miserably? Here pull up a seat let me tell you a story I know all about miserable I use to think I ruled the world Had a perfect girl Had a decent life But nope karma is committed to me I've got nothing but the past Soon I'm a be pass tense No one can stop me Cheers to Jack easing the pain Not by much but I'm a little sane Cheers Okay grab me some beers I'm no where near done I just want some thrills hopefully some fun But I'm anxious with the feelings hanging Is this what it's like being hung? **** I'm just about done I don't know the definition of happy Honestly lost hope on the feeling It's eating me alive Dear Nel, I'm screaming at you but you're clearly avoiding me Haha you ain't ever going to be happy. I'm not going anywhere unless you put a bullet in me I'm trapped in your head I'm a be with you forever and ever till you're dead Hell even life after life I'm here to make sure you're never alright Cheers again You about split your veins open Another waist of a petty achievement Let me know when you're going to sign off on the suicide agreement Sign on the dotted line of this invitation You're a perfect example of a waste of a creation Cheers Well thank you train of thought for your opinion To be honest I'm fine that opinion was well said Why split till I'm dead Maybe I should find a slower route I kinda enjoy the doubt Its thrilling calling out **** before it happens Tears shed find me a napkin Let me call out the fake feels Let me cheers to another lie Let me climb over a volcano thats about to erupt Let me burn myself to ash because who really gives a **** Let me get attached and ***** it up Or let me get attached and have them abuse me Either way I'm at defeat so ask me again why I ain't ever happy If you can hand it to me maybe things my be different Until then cheers to my petty *** being ignorant