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Feb 2020
Cheers to being lonely
A **** because its my "only"
What's it like failing miserably?
Here pull up a seat let me tell you a story
I know all about miserable
I use to think I ruled the world
Had a perfect girl
Had a decent life
But nope karma is committed to me
I've got nothing but the past
Soon I'm a be pass tense
No one can stop me
Cheers to Jack easing the pain
Not by much but I'm a little sane
Cheers
Okay grab me some beers
I'm no where near done
I just want some thrills hopefully some fun
But I'm anxious with the feelings hanging
Is this what it's like being hung?
**** I'm just about done
I don't know the definition of happy
Honestly lost hope on the feeling
It's eating me alive
Dear Nel,
I'm screaming at you but you're clearly avoiding me
Haha you ain't ever going to be happy.
I'm not going anywhere unless you put a bullet in me
I'm trapped in your head
I'm a be with you forever and ever till you're dead
Hell even life after life
I'm here to make sure you're never alright
Cheers again
You about split your veins open
Another waist of a petty achievement
Let me know when you're going to sign off on the suicide agreement
Sign on the dotted line of this invitation
You're a perfect example of a waste of a creation
Cheers
Well thank you train of thought for your opinion
To be honest I'm fine that opinion was well said
Why split till I'm dead
Maybe I should find a slower route
I kinda enjoy the doubt
Its thrilling calling out **** before it happens
Tears shed find me a napkin
Let me call out the fake feels
Let me cheers to another lie
Let me climb over a volcano thats about to erupt
Let me burn myself to ash because who really gives a ****
Let me get attached and ***** it up
Or let me get attached and have them abuse me
Either way I'm at defeat so ask me again why I ain't ever happy
If you can hand it to me maybe things my be different
Until then cheers to my petty *** being ignorant
Nellie 55
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Nellie 55  28/M/Minnesota
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