The walls in my room, where my thoughts fester like decaying bacteria, have changed shape They seem shorter, like the ceiling is dropping and suddenly, I can see where old paint is peeling and a cobweb I didn't see before is now making a home by television on the wall My room is no longer a place of rest not when your silence next to me is slowly pushing me out I can feel you next to me, can hear your deep breathing, inhaling, exhaling but the warmth that once enveloped me is now gone So I bury myself between the cold blankets and listen all night to the festering thoughts that whispers to me from the walls