Call me the alcoholic Pills to keep me less psychotic Brain's lose I'm a need more screws in my head What's going on with me? I must be going braind dead. I'm a just go grab me another pill Sip on something to chill Why is the heartache so real? Not ready to deal. I'm a sit back Another redbull no heart attack **** time for a snack Stomachs empty I should pack Wait, I just wanna close my eyes for a moment Grab something and tightly hold it Tell me again I ain't worth **** Tell me to just quit Ready to isolate for a bit Sadly that's just not how I visioned it