Feb 2020
My heart spoke to me tonight.
It asked me, “why must you deny love?”
This question has been pumping the blood coursing through my veins, from the beginning of time, only just revealing itself to my conscious.
The pain in my body had only been growing the longer I led myself to emptiness, urging me to understand my truth. The truth that I am still in love and will always be. An egotistical notion to rid myself of this beauty, this notion that you push and ask of me.
This realization is important to me. To recognize this achievement that we harvested, and to not lay it in the grave. This realization gives me room to let go of animosity. With this idea, I am no longer weighed down by broken promises falling from my tongue.
…At least, in my own realm, I am allowed to let my feelings fill my heart. I may let go of you indefinitely with consoling apology to hold onto my love.
It asked me, “why must you deny love?”
This question has been pumping the blood coursing through my veins, from the beginning of time, only just revealing itself to my conscious.
The pain in my body had only been growing the longer I led myself to emptiness, urging me to understand my truth. The truth that I am still in love and will always be. An egotistical notion to rid myself of this beauty, this notion that you push and ask of me.
This realization is important to me. To recognize this achievement that we harvested, and to not lay it in the grave. This realization gives me room to let go of animosity. With this idea, I am no longer weighed down by broken promises falling from my tongue.
…At least, in my own realm, I am allowed to let my feelings fill my heart. I may let go of you indefinitely with consoling apology to hold onto my love.
