Where's the whiskey Nah homie thats the old me. Nah bro you haven't left I'm still here don't forget. Don't you remember me picking myself up Puking living it up Surrounded by all the alcohol Blacking out with no one to call No one was there Almost got stuck in foster care Little did I know..... Family and therapy was a joke. Woke up drinking Fell asleep drinking Repeated the cycle again Losing sight with a bottle open Hey Nel open a cold one No *******! Look at the damage thats done! So what Nel, not like it's going to get worse so might as well enjoy it Yeah good point I'm drink in a little bit Destructive Not really productive Head spinning Alcohol winning I'm a chug a new bottle I prey to blackout so these thoughts don't startle Ew this reflection is ugly Smoke me up till I'm a little petty **** I'm a lose it Shut the **** up ma I'm going for a little bit Go buy me a tin Hurry up before I black out again