it is morbid thinking, i'm aware of it. stroll down into a cemetery and that urge to pull the daisies and the roses and the lilies and every flower from the gravestones takes full control, like instinct in a hunting animal, the colors on the bleak sun and rain washed rocks sicken me. what's the reason for the dead to petition for more beauty? is the glorious eternal sleep not enough for them? greedy *******.