life is slow
life can be fast
death is slow
and death can be fast

but i'm still in between
stuck in this limbo
of emotions and memories.

i'm stuck this way,
and it was all you.

you did it and
you don't take the blame.
you did it and
i want it back.

i used to smile and laugh
and play and pretend.
i used to be filled with joy
and have no scars.

you made me this way
and i hate it.


i love you.
xoxoxo